Amy Gretchen

When I first heard of Squam from my friends I was very much interested in attending, though there was definitely a layer of trepidation. While I had this strong desire to explore more of my creative side, I wasn’t entirely sure it was for me. I mean, when I heard them talking about this community of artists coming together I didn’t think I belonged.

Unfortunately, I went to Squam by the Sea in 2010 with this level of trepidation in my heart. I admittedly struggled that first day until I opened myself up to the possibilities of everything that Squam had to offer me. Yes, that was a very scary proposition. We have a huge risk of getting hurt when we open ourselves up, but I believe when we finally surrender and give all of ourselves we get all of the love and goodness back. And that is exactly what happened to me at Squam. Once I was able to let go and allow myself to be vulnerable beautiful things happen and my experience came alive. A fire deep within me was lit over those four days, it was small and fragile, but full of desire to grow and take me to where I needed to be.

That’s one of the amazing things about Squam; regardless of where you’re at in life or your creative process Squam will inspire you to the next level. My second experience at Squam in New Hampshire, though just as incredible, was very different than at the sea. My heart was in a different place, I needed different things, and I left with everything I hoped to give and receive.

One of Squams greatest strengths is its ability to bring woman together who come from different places and experiences, but come together with commonality of purpose. I loved my classes, the teacher support, and the unforgettable surroundings is not something I will soon forget, but really what I fell in love with and what will keep me going back time and again are the women, their strength and the light they share. It can be intimidating to walk into a situation with a roommate unknown to you and/or cabin-mates who are strangers, but after one night of talking and laughing in front of the fire I walked away with a strong connection to those women and felt, in one way or another, they were meant to be apart of my life. It’s what I would say is part of the Squam magic, finding those individuals that are intended for you.

I have absolutely loved Squam and hold the experiences I’ve had while there dear to my heart. My life has simply not been the same since returning home. I’m empowered to follow my dreams (Squam has had a huge impact in this area) and feel tremendous love and support by those I brought home with me.

Something amazing happens when we come together with the same hopes and desires—we all come away feeling fed, full, and closer to whole than when we arrived.

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